Thirteen-Year-Old Boys

There is something about adolescent boys that scares the shit out of me still. i may be a full grown woman at this point, but a 13 year old boy still has a way of turning me into a quivering pubescent girl--fat, ugly, awkward, unwanted. just plain wrong.

So when hanging out in a bar, i don't expect to encounter anyone under the age of 21 (or at least 18) so it's especially jarring to be taunted by a gaggle of teen boys. and even worse when they show up again the next night to taunt me again, from outside the bar, follow me up the street screaming "you fucking white bitch."

Always nice to feel safe in the neighborhood.